I'm leaving in 9 days and the idea of making all new friends and being sociable is beginning to seem like a pretty daunting task. One of the things I've been looking forward to the most is being able to be who I really am, and getting a fresh start at it. not that I'm necessarily someone different here at home, but I have fallen into a few habits and my friends have an image/opinion of me that may not be entirely accurate.
for the first time I have a completely clean slate. it's pretty terrifying. why am I so worried about making friends? what has happened in my life to make me so scared of this? I don't know but I plan on doing my best, taking up my little burden and pushing through it. please pray for me on this. God is faithfully guiding me in this area, but it is still a major struggle for me.
I can't believe the yearning of 4 years is finally about to start! Nine days! I'm finally stepping onto the path marked out for me.
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